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Thursday, November 24, 2005
Sunday, November 13, 2005
My Heart
can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with.
- Kelly Clarkson
I sit sometimes and find myself so distraught at how deceitful and evil people of this world can be. Especially those who claim to love you. It is the most painful experience ever to find that someone you trust completely could emotionally harm you in a way that crushes the deepest part of your soul. The healing process seems to take a lifetime. Then just when you think you're over it something is said, done, or seen that triggers that memory and brings it all back as though it just happened yesterday. And you're left only to relive it again. Even in your sleep you can't escape it because you dream it. When you wake to realize it's your reality. And you wonder if your heart will ever be whole again?
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
SOMEDAYS...
I feel like sayin' "this" to the world. Today is one of those days! All of my life people and circumstances have tried to break me! But, I am made of an unbreakable substance. Only problem is that the more I'm challenged the harder I get emotionally. An emotion person usually weeps often. I, however, do not. Where will I keep all this rage? I've managed, this far, to channel my stifling fury and use it for good and not evil. Psalm 37. God give me strength! Peace!
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Sunday, August 28, 2005
Welcome!
What up, Homies? This will be short and sweet. The title of my blog may make no sense to you, but to me however,due to my fraudulent friends and family makes perfect sense. My past [delirium] has given me permission or approval that makes the course of action I take in life valid [sanction]. I am a glutton for apocalyptic circumstances. Therefore, it is my intent to amend mylife and use my sinister past to create a impeccable future. Follow me and you'll see... why they call me "Cynical T"!
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