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My Heart

can't possibly break when it wasn't even whole to start with.

- Kelly Clarkson

I sit sometimes and find myself so distraught at how deceitful and evil people of this world can be. Especially those who claim to love you. It is the most painful experience ever to find that someone you trust completely could emotionally harm you in a way that crushes the deepest part of your soul. The healing process seems to take a lifetime. Then just when you think you're over it something is said, done, or seen that triggers that memory and brings it all back as though it just happened yesterday. And you're left only to relive it again. Even in your sleep you can't escape it because you dream it. When you wake to realize it's your reality. And you wonder if your heart will ever be whole again?